New beginning

I just finished unpacking at my mom's house.
My dad told me to get everything and not to come back.
I guess if this was back then, it would hurt, but I found out what family really feels like, and the value I have for that makes his bitterness seem like nothing.
I called my boss, I might move in with him for the school year. Im not worried at alll..I feel liek I can do it all. School was never a problem and now family is great. My priorities are better, and Im less hollow nowadays. My step dad is extremely nice too..I wonder why I was so snobby around him before...time to correct my mistakes.

Haven't been here forever

Ah sorry.
Super hectic lately. Graduating soon, which is relieving.
That night I got kicked out really opened my eyes. I felt liek I could finally breathe? I didn't need them.
Grandma weighed me.super awkward. Its always smart to drink lots of water before visiting nosey relatives. Either way, I should probably gain. People think Im a little kid.
I haven't cut much lately, I guess it was just too selfish to see my mom hurt.
I think the anti-depressants are helping, but Im not sure. Im not as hopeless and always wanting to die or run away.

Hope hope hope. Hope is good.

Im not psychotic, I have to remind myself that?
Aha that probably means Im psychotic if I have to convince myself otherwise.