Hi April

Its so hard to breathe right now
I try to sleep but I cant because I have to breathe

And my teeth are free now but my palate is disturbed by the retainers
I talk funny, with a lisp, hard for people to take meseriously sometimes
But thats okay because my funny voice cheers up the sadness or anger in the room


I feel very empty, more than usual
Which is funny because I am also very bloated

I gained so much weight too yet Im still cold all the time
Oh and I say no to ciggarettes now
Because I do not want to make my real mom sad

I make people sad alot
Whats so relieving about cutting anyways
Cut away